Black Woman Searching...Part One

In this episode, I share some of my past experiences in dating. I talk about how I used external validation to boost my self-esteem and the profound impact that medication and therapy had on my mental health journey. Looking back, I realize now how I lacked self-awareness during that time.  Through it all, I'm reminded how my curiosity and questioning  myself are key in my personal growth. So, join me as I dive into these topics with openness, hoping to inspire and connect with each of you on your own journeys.

TAKE AWAYS

1. Improved Mental Health: Seeking therapy and trying medication were huge steps for me in addressing my depression. As I started feeling better mentally, I experienced a real boost in my overall well-being. It was like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders, and I felt more like myself again.
2. Increased Self-Care: Feeling better mentally made me more motivated to take care of myself physically. I found myself paying more attention to my appearance and health, which was something I hadn't prioritized before.
3. Seeking Validation: Placing those single ads in the newspaper was a way for me to seek validation and affirmation from others. After struggling with depression and dealing with the aftermath of my past, receiving positive attention from potential dates was a feeling I never had before.
4. External Validation vs. Internal Healing: While focusing on external appearance and going on dates provided temporary distractions, I realized that it wasn't addressing the deeper emotional wounds from my past. It was a reminder that true healing comes from within, and it's something I continue to work on every day.
5. Lack of Self-Awareness: Despite making progress in my mental health journey, I still felt lost at times. Engaging in external activities, like dating, didn't always provide the introspection and self-discovery I needed. It was a reminder that healing is a journey, and I'm still figuring things out.

In order to grow we must reveal our truth and stand in it. I am brave. It doesn't mean I 'm not afraid. I love myself for where I was and where I am.
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